perhaps a new blog

i am kind of attached to this blog. I know it is not the most suitable place to talk about other things in my life other than infertility. But each time i am feeling down after the bfn, i will seek refuge here in this blog... just merely coming to this blog and re reading what i have written reconnects me with myself again. And how it is ok for me to feel the way i am feeling now. And when i need some kind words, i will read those kind comments written by some kind souls out there... This blog helped me a great deal. Just that i dont know if it is the most suitable place right now to be blogging about my other things like dieting , rediscovering myself and finding beauty in me again.

A good movie and great book

I really enjoyed August Rush the movie, about a child music prodigy who is abandoned as a child and about his love for music and the mother he never saw. It was extremely touching and the performance of the actors and actress were excellent. One of those movies that lingers on in my mind hours and days after.

One of those memorable quote " The music is all around you, all you have to do is listen. " really strike a cord with me. I was in the long supermarket queue last night and was feeling mildly anxious, then i stopped and listen... and realised that there it was.. the pipe music in the background, i focused on the music and i became relaxed and the noisiness of the place dies down. I vote it the best movie i have watched this year and the last.

Also i am currently reading this great book about a woman's battle with infertility, just started so cant comment much, but its interesting right from the first page. It come recommended by Oprah book club.